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Happy 3rd Monthsary, baby

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It has now been our 122nd days together. I don’t know what kind of cupid drove you to me but I indeed am grateful to have been spending these past few days and months together with you. Having someone like you to live with me for the rest of my years is somewhat a surreal feeling yet a comforting and assuring one. I feel your love to the joyest extent, I’m happy. I’ve never felt this much happiness unless it’s with you. Thank you for being my safe zone, for keeping me safe and teaching me different kinds of things to ponder about in the future. Thank you for being the best boyfriend and making the most out of our memories together.

I fear that neither the words I use nor how much i tell you that I love you cannot extend beyond my feelings of how much I truly feel for you. At last, I may say that you'll be the first and the last heart and lover of mine that I will keep on embracing until my last breath. I for sure will not be able to love anyone again anymore like this besides you. You’re my first love, my first lover and my first boyfriend. I know that you are very strong and that you love the people around you as to why that's one of the reasons why I love you. I love you for who you are, I love you for keeping an open mind and mostly, I love you for keeping an open heart for god.

Out of all the compliments and affection people give me, yours are what I want to hear over and over again. You give me a feeling of hope and enchantment that I have never ought to nor desired, it is all that I need to feel. You do know that I wasn't looking for love when I met you but then realized I was caught by your heart, seeking for inspiration and passion.

To be held captive by your love and adoration. Your actions have touched a part in my heart that will always be my favorite. I usually have never felt so loved in my life until i met you. I have always wondered if love was anywhere and realized it was you all along. You’re the one that carries love anywhere I’m at.

You’re the greatest achievement i've ever got, the best part of my everyday and my one call away. With you, the problems that I keep encountering will always diminish. No matter what you do, I’ll continue to keep on loving you more. You’re the chapter in my life that I wouldn't want to finish. The chapter that I wish would have more pages every turn I take. To more seconds, minutes, hours and so on and so forth with you.

You will never be just a secret. I don't know if you’re aware but I don’t keep secrets when it comes to you. But when I do, it is in none of my intentions to do so. I'm all open and free when it comes to you. I want to be able to be emotionally and mentally available for you and only you. I wouldn’t want you to think that I don't trust you enough, I really do and I'm doing my best to stay as stable as I can for you. I want you to know how special you are to me and how much you matter to me.

I don't entertain other people besides you, I don't feel a need to pretend I don't have you to satisfy other people's expectations. I don't need to seek for their validation. I mostly don't want you to overthink and overanalyze when it comes to us. I never want you thinking there's something i'm hiding from you because i don't. I’m always genuine and sincere about my feelings for you. I want you to know how much I feel safe around you. To sum it all up, you're my everything.

I love you.

"I've written those same words, hidden in the pages of my favorite books.”