lagi mong tandaan na kung wala sila, meron kang ako

to the most loquacious, yet reticence person i know

i might not be the bestest friend you’ve had but i promise to be here in your everyday, carrying chaotic but memorable memories. let’s go through the wonders of the world; by that means, going to another world kung saan nakaukit ang ‘yong kagandahan na hindi mo makita sa mundong ‘to.

to start, i want to greet us a happy friendship that prolonged into 5 months and 2 weeks at this moment forward. i never imagined or had any thoughts about meeting someone like you. a person so fastidious and percipent that helped me move forward and acted as my legs. the one that had always been through my darkest and coldest state in not only a point in my life but a whole lot more. the one that acted as my sibling—my older sister to be exact. you’ve told me off for things that i were doing wrong and had never tolerated my bad behavior. you stayed through the bad times even when i were stubborn and would not listen to anyone but myself. a person like you rarely show up to people’s lives. a smart and respectful person that acts up to her responsibilities. you truly are inspiring and i am most glad to be here with you today.

ironic how even with all these statements;compliments, you lack of consciousness about your effulgence. why is it that you can’t perceive all of the positive aspects that you radiate of? even if all of us pinpoint at you, you still find reasons to indulge the negativity that comes into your ears. no words can describe how impeccable you are except your own words that comes from your heart. i want you to embrace those warmth. for how long these months are with you, i still can’t find one reason to push negativity inside of you.

a heart like yours deserve to be irrefrangible

i know you’re tired, tired of being the one that had always been chasing people you love. with me, there’s no need to feel exhausted and ashamed of what you are. ever since the start, i had always accepted the person that you are and had always been so appreciative and thankful that you happened to be a chapter in my life.

yve, you really are not the person to be sharing about your own struggles and prefer to keep it with you all bottling up altogether with different emotions and criticisms you and other people give. even so, you should learn to be open and accept that whatever you’re feeling is valid and should be normal. whatever or how bad you’re feeling, how miserable you are, no one can pull you down with prejudice. instead, make the bad memories, bad emotions, bad experiences as a ladder to cope up with how you’re feeling and make it as if it’s a stepping stone and a starting point for you to restart and freshen up your mind.

remember, just like what you tell people, your mental state and wellbeing is the most important and crucial part of you. take care of yourself and turn your back against the world when the world is likewise turning its back to you. change yourself for the betterment of yourself and not for the benefit of others.

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